When SPM's over.


who knew when SPM's over, life would be even more frustrating. am not satisfied with the result but hey Allah knows better right. yelah masalahnya diri sendiri tak dapat move on lagi. redha lah, dear self. accept the fact that you're not that pandai pun. you're just average.
let's just forget about result :)

 so, whats next?
stress gue mikirin. to masuk matriks or asasi or diploma.
my heart insists on choosing matriks if dapat. bcuz i dont know. ikut kata hati ceyy. baca experience orang. and not gonna further in engineering i guess. but i minat TESL too. minat english but takdelah gempak hm. patut buat istikharah hmmmm.

 i'm missing TiKL so baaad. rindu suasana tu ha. kawan kawan, kelas, teachers and everything! how can i forget TiKL when it gave me so much to remember. harap ukhuwah yang terjalin tak putus macam tu je. kawan sampai bila bila.

till then, assalamualaikum.

yes, i'm here again.

bismillah. assalamualaikum wbt.
hello!! anybody here???! it's 2013, freakin 2013. and just a few weeks left for 2014. and there u go, SPM year. *screams*

alhamdulillah, i got 8A's for pmr. rezeki Allah bagi :) and that makes me lazy to study in form 4. oh ya speaking of form 4, it was really really a tough year. and i'm not studying in smk bukit bandaraya anymore. i moved to technical institute of kuala lumpur (tikl), the best technical school in Malaysia. it's the school for those who wants to be an engineer. lol me? engineer? gotta be kidding!
i stayed in the dormitory. gotta be kidding me again! but i survived anyway. so in tikl i studied 10 subjects so 10 subs for spm. including 2 subjects which is engineering subject and drawing. aku masuk course Elektrik & Elektronik. so i met new people and made new friends. susah nak compete dengan budak2 situ sebab semua pandaaaaaaai. yang masuk sana pun pmr 5A keatas.

ini aku didalam school uniform.


ini dorm mates aku, dakdak ixora
ini classmates aku, 4E1.


hati aku masih berkecamuk sebenarnya sebab tinggalkan smkbb. aku rindu suasana di sana di mana tidak ada stress dan hanya gelak ketawa dengan best friends till jannah tu hm. sumpah aku sedih walaupun mereka disini semua baik baik. mereka dia tikl pun turut menceriakan hari hari aku tapi deep down dalam hati aku ni aku sedih sangat yg teramat tak dapat diungkap dengan kata kata. tapi tidak mengapa, mungkin ada hikmah semua ini berlaku kan. tikl is a good school. and being surrounded with smart ppl ialah satu advantage. boleh belajar. sedapkanlah hati dengan mengatakan senior year pasti best dan aku yakin pasti banyak kenangan yg akan terukir.

aku takut. sebenarnya aku takut untuk menghadapi 2014, entah mengapa. mungkin disebabkan spm? apa apa pun semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan. tolak tepilah segala benda yg tak penting. aku inginkan kejayaan dan semoga Allah bantu. persoalannya, mana mungkin Allah nak bantu kalau aku sendiri tak bantu diri sendiri? whatever it is, may 2014 be the most memorable year for me. insyaAllah.

the end.

Setelah sekian lama......

Assalamualaikum, annyeonghaseyo!!! wah gitu. Gempak tak tajuk? Hahahah setelah sekian lama ku tidak update blog mwah mwah mischuuuuuuuuuu. ceh lekk. many good things happenned. and i am free from pmr! dah lama dah free. ketaq tunggu results jaa nih. trial dapat 4A, tak bagus pun tapi alhamdulillah.

pmr was okayyyy, lulz typical answer. tapi okay je kot, jawab memang lah boleh kan. tapi taktau betul tak jawapan tu. and i heard rumors.. yang pmr 2012 ialah pmr paling susah dalam sejarah. oh yeke? umm pahtu kerajaan nak naikkan graph markah and i'm totally not setuju with this! i cried after geo paper, hahahahah. whatever it is, semoga keputusan baik. semoga usaha selama ni membuahkan hasil. amin.

balik kampung semua tanya "okay ka pmr?" senyum sambil jawab "okay je" haa typical lagi. pastu "ni 8A lah ni." Suka lah bila orang cakap camtu, tapi kalau tak dapat macam mana?? Malu weh malu. Sia sia belajar 3 tahun pastu tak score. Bzzzzzzzz.........

my holidays wasnt as expected. i expect it to be more fun. tapi nak fun apa lagi kan. so far, pergi jogging, tengok movie, main bowling. ey guess what? i'm into k-pop nowwwww! hahahahahajajajajaheheheh. duduk rumah tengok korean dramas and movies. woo


mr. tee-ooo-pee is my bias. eh we're married btw!
saranghae, oppa <3

100 things I love.

Cuz I got nothing to do...
  1. Chocolate.
  2. Mcflurry Oreo.
  3. iPod.
  4. Tumblr.
  5. Tweeting.
  6. My bed.
  7. Tutti Frutti.
  8. Friendship bracelets.
  9. Vanilla perfumes.
  10. Lip gloss.
  11. Miranda Kerr's flawless skin.
  12. Longchamp bags.
  13. Kristen Stewart's smile.
  14. Twilight Saga.
  15. Sweet texts.
  16. Babies.
  17. Cellphone.
  18. Sleep.
  19. Eating.
  20. Staying up late.
  21. Travelling around the world.
  22. Listening songs.
  23. Baking cakes.
  24. Drawing.
  25. Christina Perri's songs.
  26. Adele's voice.
  27. Watch movies.
  28. Bubbles.
  29. Main buaian.
  30. Bubblegums.
  31. Camwhoring.
  32. Picnic.
  33. Shopping.
  34. Baju kurung.
  35. Leopard prints.
  36. Lotsa shoes.
  37. Blogging.
  38. Shades.
  39. Pashminas.
  40. British accent.
  41. An occasion.
  42. Stalking.
  43. Hugs and kisses.
  44. Rainbow.
  45. Sunset.
  46. Marshmallows.
  47. Fireworks.
  48. Birthdays.
  49. Cleverbot.
  50. Penguin.
  51. Maggi.
  52. Fooooooooooood.
  53. Lucky draw
  54. Teddy bear.
  55. Jogging.
  56. Sexy lips.
  57. Holidays.
  58. Sekolah terbakar......k
  59. Barbie.
  60. Steamboat.
  61. Oceans and waves.
  62. Laughing like retarded with ze friends.
  63. Singing.
  64. Spongebob Squarepants.
  65. Study? Lol k.
  66. The way you make me smile.
  67. Your smile.
  68. Your cuteness.
  69. Your kindness.
  70. Cupcakes.
  71. Sleepover.
  72. Swimming. Used to, sekarang dah tak.
  73. Guitar.
  74. Read novels.
  75. Youtube-ing.
  76. Playing with kites.
  77. "Rawrrrr, meowww" It's cute.
  78. Quotes.
  79. Seeing cute couples. I repeat, cute. 
  80. Ice-cream.
  81. Sweet dreams.
  82. The blue sky!
  83. Clouds.
  84. Cartoons!
  85. The moon.
  86. The stars.
  87. Merlin Series.
  88. Oreo.
  89. Family gathering.
  90. Crunchie.
  91. Vanilla flavor.
  92. Baskin Robbins.
  93. Chatime.
  94. Instagram.
  95. Skype-ing.
  96. Whatsapp-ing.
  97. Main bunga api!
  98. Harry Styles.
  99. Bags.
  100. My life.

Ramadhan is leaving.

Assalamualaikum! Hm berhabuk sangat dah blog ni *lap screen* Awak semua apa ceritaaaaaa? Sihat? Hari ni Jumaat 13 Ogos, 28 Ramadhan. Ye jumaat terakhir dalam bulan Ramadhan. Dan esok hari terakhir kita berpuasa. I can't believe Ramadhan has come to an end. Rasa baru seminggu berpuasa.

Rasulullah menangis apabila Ramadhan pergi tapi kita???? Kita lagi suka nak sambut Syawal. Bulan ni bulan penuh dengan keberkatan. Kita buat satu kebaikan, pahala akan digandakan. Sama jugak kalau kita buat kejahatan, dosa digandakan. Sebab tu lah kalau boleh bulan ni tutup lah aurat, respect Ramadhan. Jaga pandangan, jaga pergaulan. Takyah lah mencarut. Lagi bagus kalau buat untuk 11 bulan yang lain.
Ya Allahhhhhh, aku takut :(((( Aku takut jika ibadahku tidak diterima. Aku takut jika aku tergolong dalam golongan orang yang munafik. Dan aku juga takut jika ini ialah ramadhanku yang terakhir.


Syawal ialah bulan kemenangan setelah berpuasa selama sebulan. Siapa tak puasa, tak boleh raya. Hahahaha betul lah tu. Hm raya raya jugaaaaaak, PMR lagi 5 hari je ni. Tolak cuti, tolak raya, tolak tidur, tolak makan minum, tolak nak online, tolak nak bersembang. Haaa hahaahah! K okayyyyy hahah tatatititutu!


Hi. Just hi.

Assalamualaikum. Wasssssssuup? Long time no blogging weh. Busy lah lately ni. Ehem PMR kan~
Interversi baru je habis and guess whut? Result cam teruk gila.................k. tak dapat lagi semua paper but dah boleh agak. Takde A kot this time, next time insyaallah. Amin.

I dont know why I can't score. I guess I did kinda well. Yaa, setiap malam bangun study. Hm takda rezeki lagi mungkin. So be ready for this upcoming mid-year exam in May. Huhuks dekat dengan birthday kot. And yeah semalam keputusan SPM keluar. SMKBB 16 orang straight A's! Hm macam mana diorang belajar? Apa tips diorang? I seriously can't wait for extra classes and pecutan! Tak sabar nak study. Ye saya tak masuk tuition mana mana pun. Tak semestinya tuition menjamin kan result yang cemerlang. Tapi kalau tuition tu kira satu advantage lah. Baguslah. Jangan tution lebih tapi tak dapat score, itu agak sadis. Kesian duit mak ayah habis.

I really really really really want to make my parents proud of me. The only reason I study is for my parents and Allah. My ustazah once told me

"Apa yang kita buat, niat kerana Allah. Semuanya. Kita pergi sekolah kerana Allah, belajar kerana Allah. Sentiasa ingat Allah. Baru Allah tolong kita. Hati biar bersih, jangan ada hasad dengki. Berdoa kepada Allah supaya bukakan pintu hati, biar senang ilmu masuk."

This really help me. I am still finding the right way to study. Mana satu paling effective. Duhhhh hm I miss K. Around 4 months dah tak jumpa. He'll be back on 5th April. sighhhh. I miss him a lot.

Muka bahagia. 
Hahahahaha I'm glad that I'm happy :D

Hello February.

  

Assalamualaikum. Hi February! It’s been too fast that I haven’t even noticed how the days passed me by. Please be awesome, be cool. In this month ada Valentines Day and Maulidur Rasul. Haa, orang Islam haram sambut valentines ye adik adik kakak kakak abang abang. Alhamdulillah, saya tidak tergolong di dalam golongan yang menyambutnya.

And, please slow down. So I can have enough time to study. Hahahaha. Lame but true. My test is just around the corner. I really hope that I can get good grades. Even it's just A TEST! But my PMR is more important.

Harini cuti due to hari wilayah! Weeeeeeeeeee bye.
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